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Empty Smile

by Knuckledragger

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1.
Big Deal 02:38
Buy in, sell out - cash your fucking chips // You’d sell your mother but the market took a dip Blacklist - everyone you’ll ever know // coz their take home’s 50 thousand or below I’m out of credit, you’re out of line // You’ll never realise your truth is asinine White whales - over the horizon // But real life is what you need to keep your eyes on We lost a friend about it - Cut the cheque by the neck You lost your life to find it - Fiscal tech discotech, cut the cheque (Big Deal) Penthouse workout - a prisoner to greed // you made a stranger out of everyone you need Trust fund - aspiring to be hateful // the people under you will never be grateful - oh ...Pay a heavenly choir to sing your praises Sell values at sale values, don’t keep a receipt Buy into this lifestyle, just don’t call it deceit Sell values at sale values, sell values at sale values Sell values at sale values, don’t keep a receipt We lost a friend about it - Nouveau rich, basic bitch You lost your life to find it - Cut the cheque by the neck Too bad you sold too hard and lost your heart for - Fiscal tech discotech, cut the cheque (congratulations on being a Big Fucking Deal) Cut it, cut it, cut it by the neck
2.
Tell me it’s all for nothing, just a waste of time I can’t be left in change of a world that was left behind Give me the cup that’s empty, I’ll fill it with hate Don’t wait on me to do the right thing, coz I never will Show them everything, just to see if they take it all in Nothing in return, they just stare at the void Wake them from a dream just to see how they fall apart Something isn’t right, they just want to be… crucified again Please go to be back of the line Take your turn, watch them burn, save yourself, no-one else No medicine, no medicine can stop the infection, just sit in your section, just wait your turn to live Make this a simple lesson, coz I’m fresh out of fucks to give them Died out, nice and quiet, left us with nothing left Show them everything, just to see if they take it all in Nothing in return, they just stare at the void Wake them from a dream just to see how they fall apart Something isn’t right, they just want to be… undermined again Please exit the church as it burns Take your turn, watch them burn, save yourself, no-one else No medicine, no medicine can stop the infection, just sit in your section, just wait your turn to Die out, nice and quiet, leave us bones to build with… This was all for nothing, we wasted everything.
3.
There’s got to be somewhere that we can be seen There’s got to be someone else that we can waterboard Without a new paddle without your applause We ask to to bare your naked ass for an unrequited requisition Napoleon has gotten his way Every time the pigs have kept you at bay (Pay attention) Everyone else is (Pay the fare) More equal than you Searching for a key that makes sense of your life Makes as much good sense as a small blue box Oh my god your knowing naivety numbs me to your god Now you’re too willing to fall They say there’s there’s truth in denial Just because it’s true, don’t make it a lie Who says there’s truth in denial? I swear I’ll tell the truth, I swear I’ll lie Who’s truth means I can get out of jail? The marching of insects precedes your demise They’re patiently waiting, queueing up to be next in line Dig deep build your wall, brace the gates with everyone you’ve loved No-one knows your face, nameless, nomenclatureless There’s got to be somewhere that we can be seen It's got to be, so we can be cast in stone Only Jesus saves the good people who ask Where the fuck does it say I don’t get mine? Oh my god your knowing naivety numbs me to your god Now you’re too willing to fall They say there’s there’s truth in denial Just because it’s true, don’t make it a lie Who says there’s truth in denial? I swear I’ll tell the truth, I swear I’ll lie Who’s truth means my face is on show? The Ministry has gotten it’s way Every time the rats have kept me at bay I feel them tear at my face till there’s nothing left There’s nothing left but bones and a broken wish So open the limo and tell me I’m not me.
4.
Pay Me 02:54
You don’t pay me enough to care Don’t pay me enough to care for any effort I can spare Contractual despair I’m exhausted by the way In case you were away and missed the memo yesterday Just pay me enough to stay Is anyone listening? Is anyone listening? I’m going to kill you all, is anyone listening now? Tell me my value, show me the difference I make Then I can show you the toll that my labours take Nothing here is sacred, nothing here is worth it Payment for a lifetime wasted in this service People over me There’s people over me that I would never choose to be Is anyone listening? I can not go on… How is this how we live? Tell me my value, show me the difference I make Then I can show you the toll that my labours take Nothing here is sacred, nothing here is worth it Payment for a lifetime wasted in this service Pay me enough to care Don’t pay me enough to care I will kill everyone in here Is anyone listening? They’re listening, but they don’t care.
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Segue 1 04:26
6.
Empty Smile 04:55
You’re not singing - everyone here wants to talk about - how they feel about your quietness - “cheer up honey” Give them nothing - right until they think you’ve fallen out - offer vaguely worded platitudes - “feeling funny” Dislocation - see your friends a million miles away - even though they’re right in front of you - show your Empty smile - billion thoughts you know you’ll never say - wear your mask of vacant apathy - hide your Sometimes the fall is needed, sometimes the impact is the gift Sometimes you need to know you’re safe from you You’re not feeling - the same way as they all seem to - making uninformed pronouncements like - “I can help you” They’re not thinking - every time they think they know you, they all have to tell you how they do - “I can help you” Tell me something that I’ve never heard - tell it twice - just in case I’ve heard it all before - once or twice No-one listens - to anything I say or do - I can only hide my face until I’m through Sometimes the fall is needed, sometimes the impact is the gift Sometimes you need to know you’re safe from you Time isn’t slowing, I’m sure that knowing me will never set me free All I can do is Fall into the abyss and hope that doing this helps me All I can do is Fall into the abyss and hope that doing this helps me I hope that doing this helps me.
7.
Obfuscation 05:29
Unending information blinds the feeble from hypocrisy Unbending inflammation of the people feeds your fallacy Obfuscation / Manipulate the people Termination / you’ll break the world in two Obliterate / with every lie you prove that YOU ARE HATE - You fucking clown Tell everyone that hears you you’re a winner, you’re a paragon… You know exactly what you are, you’re not the man that you state You’re everything wrong with this world, you’re focusing on building hatred One day you’ll have a reckoning - for every lie you have told You’ll be made to suffer until - Hell lies cold I hereby pledge my fealty to anyone with love in their soul These followers of hatred, blindly follow, and destroy themselves Play the masses like the fools that they are Play for time whenever you go too far Play the game because you cheat all time Play the system to avoid all your crimes Objectify them all - grab all the things you want You’re safe from critics you now you’re head of all the cunts Obfuscate the truth / Manipulate the people Build lie upon lie / you’ll break the world in two Sell your broken dream / with every lie you prove that YOU ARE HATE - You fucking clown.
8.
Too many voices speaking, too many thoughts combined So many different feelings, I can’t seem to clear my mind If only I could see through this cloud around my head Maybe I’d be more than this broken man inside instead You’re lost in the maelstrom of your own pain You’ve swum in the void so far You’ve lost your identity to your pain You’re more than you think you are Take me out of myself / Make them just disappear All I have is self / I must conquer fear Denigrate the masses filling up inside Delegate my madness at least I fucking tried You know you are your own colony Opening everything, opening up to what you cannot betray You know you are Each voice you can hear adds weight to your fear Each one you can break (is) a promise you make Don’t be so afraid, this is how progress is made Each voice you can hear adds weight to your fear Don’t be so afraid, this is how progress is made You know you are your own enemy Opening everything, opening up to what you cannot betray You know you are You know you are you... You’ve swum in the void so far You’re more than you think you are

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This album is a collection of songs that were in various stages of completion in 2020, when two things happened: 1) the pandemic, and 2) I broke my collarbone. After gathering dust for exactly a year, I have finally added vocals and mixed them. I hope you enjoy.

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released April 17, 2021

All songs written, performed, recorded and produced by Nick T.

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Knuckledragger Nottingham, UK

Knuckledragger is a one-person metal project, created by Nick Thornsak of I Am Jupiter.

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